M44 going to gym daily and eating clean - still feel like crap about getting naked.... dick too small and body too fat ... cardio and weights - in calorie defect
my gym crush was working out at the same time as me, so o[f] course I avoided eye contact and never said hi
In HS I was so skinny I didn’t take my shirt off at the pool, b/c kids made fun of me. After 20 yrs of gym & protein shakes, I’m way more comfortable taking my clothes off in front of people ;-)